Pluggin' Along

For the past 30 hours, I've only had 4 hours of sleep, had to play in a sportsfest under weltering heat, scraped (and burned) my bare on a very hot obstacle slide, had the team with the fewest competitors, had to drive at SLEX through heavy traffic without those 4 hours of sleep, and had to endure all these news regarding Francis M's death. All of those coming off a half-day SL and believe me, if i took on even a half-day SL, it means something really is not right.

I keep on pluggin along...

as if I feel perfectly ok, which has been routinary for me for the past three years or so. All these failed relationships, friendships, dates, & endeavors have put me in the depressing mode at any given time. I'm trying to fight it as much as I can though I'm as confident that these "misery" will end anytime soon as I'm confident that these will continue for a long, long time. I'm still doing the same things, being a serial dater and a hopeless romantic, but with each passing day, more often than not, I go back home being a serial hopeless.

I keep on pluggin' along...

Work has been my only bright spot for the past two years, and I'm holding on to that psyche that I'm not doing anything to screw that up... it's not as if I did not have work issues previously, I had changed multinational companies in the three-year span and I had to deliver as well as I had previously, but this time, hoping to get what i really deserved this time. I guess I'm on the right track because...

I kept on pluggin' along...

April will mark a big change, with high hopes that it will be a big positive change... I hope a lot of aspects in my life will follow suit as well. After all, I have paid my dues, and I hope I paid well enough...